Math is finished!

So today I finished my last exam of Maths! Unbelievable huh?! And you know what: Did it really well! Need to wait a week or so. untill I know what's my final point for maths. But I think it will be okay.

Furthur more I bought the DVD New Moon thanks to Luke for giving me some credit to buy the DVD, thanks hun!

Now I've to stop going to compose a song for music. And guess what?! I'll put it on youtube and post it here, so keep checking Twotimes!

Tomorow I've to study a lot but I'm also going to buy a Ray-Ban!! So the outfit pic is on it's way!

All had a nice day? Beautiful weather huh?!

xoxo,

Milou

P.s.: Lekker nummer dit:

Today is a wonderful day, well, if we're talking aout the weather; the sun is shining, temperatures are not bad and the winter finally seems to be over. But, next tot the weather, this day doesn't seem to be wonderful at all. I'm stuck in school, thinking about all the things I have to do, looking out of the window now an then, checking of the sun is still out there. I feel mindless and got no real idea of time and the people around me.I muse a bit... philosophizing about the world and about my life; what am I going to be? what am I going to do? And most of all; who am I and what do I want. I don't know, I can't get it right. It't like there's been put some kind of stop-sign in my head that ensures me that I can get no further than my geograph-homework (and I don't even want to think about that!).
I'm sorry that I don't write often, but I don't feel like wrting lately, I give it a try everyday and I know my writers-skills will return someday, but not now...
Lots of Love Luke

No rush,..

Hi Guys,
Long time ago (I seem to use these words a lot lately, but it's true; I do not write you often because I'm busy with school (examns), work and my social life (yes, I have one). But today I really felt like writing, on the one hand because I think I might have some inspiration, on the other hand bacause it's mu brothers birthday today and I don't know how but birthdays are my most relaxed days (I don't have to do anything in household because my parents are taking care of that most of the time and I'm not allowed to make homework because it's some-one birthday and you should do nice things at birthdays). I think taht this is not only a reason to write on twotimes, it's also a reason to do things you never do because you simply have no time for them, like; park a car prefectly next to the curb (two tires in the gutter) or baking a huge apple-pie. These things make me happy and make me feel I'm alive, I'm in no rush I can do things I want to do and I don't have to hurry all the time.
An Other thing that I do when I have time to do what I want is writing stories (of course I wirte blogs too), my latest story goes about a girl named Sky. I'll tell you more about that later because I can't summarize it when there isn't a sure plot. I have to work a little more on it (I finished the second chapter now, so a lot of work to do).
I just realised, while writing this blog, that there's just a week left to a new The Vampire Diaries episode! I'm so exited! So I decided to post a link to a trailer you have to see:
http://www.youtube.com/user/cwtelevision?blend=1&ob=4#p/p/6140BFB142E64FCF/0/kpFJiV8N_aM
Lots Of Love Luke

Another week passed by!

Another week passed by and I'm so bussy with school! This is juist a quick post to let you know that I'm alive and healthy and that I just been very bussy with several things especialy French stuff.

Anyways: Tonight you'll find my first outfit pics here! I hope you'll like them! So see you tonight!

xoxo

P.s.: Had a great birthday, so I'm 18 years old an adult! Do I feel like that? Uhm... NO! Haha, anyways Luke gave me a Vogue and I've to share the frontpage of this French Vogue. Thanks again sweetie love it! Got also another great gifts which I'll show you soon!

Bonjour, c'est Milou a l'appareil!

Hi everyone,


So I thought by myself: let's give this post a french title since I've done a lot of France the past week. And even this weekend I've to study more french because I've an SE writing a letter in French oh god I don't think I'll be able to do that!

So anyways It's only 4 days untill my birthday and Luke I would like you to come to celebrate, but I'll call/email about that!!
And offcourse I'll wear an outfit special! And I'll show you tomorow, I'm sorry I keep replacing posting an outfit but I'm so bussy! Ugh!

So stay tuned, tomorow or the day after I'll I'LL show you my outfits including my Louis Vuitton.

A bien tôt!

Bisous,

Milou

P.s.: I'll also have a new look! Tomorow I'm going to the hairdresser, oh gosh (my hairlength will stay the same but what I'm going to do stays a surprise, so Luke you'll see soon then!)

Eclipse full trailer!

Heeya!

Here is the trailer, enjoy!:



Now I'm going on with France reading, have an SE tomorow.

Love you,


Milou


P.s.: Tomorow outfits will come online, sorry I don't have the time right now to upload the pics. Tomorow (promissed)!

Eclipse OMG OMG!

Hi everyone!

I'll send the pics tomorow (where you can see me in outfits! Stay tuned!

And Luke, hun, I hope you're okay?! If you need me please talk to me. Oh and I'll call you soon about something.

Exciting news! Eclipse sneak preview which will hit theaters in July 2010!

Watch it:



I'm bouncing in my seat, you too?! And even nicer: Tomorow the total trailer will be online, I'll post it as soon as possible so stay tuned tomorow!!

Love xoxo,

Milou

Canada

Hi Everyone,

I am very down right now and decided to write this blog because it will cheer me up, eventually. Today's subject is going to be: my trip to Canada. Yes, I', going to Canada, for two weeks, to my aunt who lives nearby Toronto (wel for her concepts, for me 250 km is very far away). I am so exited, I've never been out of Europe and I've never been on a plain too. It makes me happy to go there, I can't imagine what it's like. Perhaps it quite the same as in the Netherlands, but I don't think so. Beside the fact that the people there talk English, they also have different habbits and a culture and the wetter is quite different too. Where my aunt lives it's very cold and snowy in the winter but also hot and sunny in the summer and since we're (my mother and I) are going in after my graduation (which is in the summer)... I count on hotpants, singlets and sun-glasses! And... of course; some shpopping in Toronto! A very cool thing too, what realise right now, is that Nina Dobrev is raised in Canada and that a part of the Vampire Diaries is recorded there!
Have to go, Lots Of Love, Luke

Louis Vuitton is mine!

Hi,

So I wrote long LONG time ago so it's time to make up! But unfortunatley I don't have the time for it right now. But later today I'll try to post a outfit of mine combinated with my LV- bag which I received last friday! Wooohooo! ♪ I'm so excited and I just can't hide it, OOOOooooh!♫ Haha, no without kidding: love the bag it's my favourite from now on!


♫ Love this song! Why is this kind of music so much more inspirering then my music test I've in a few days?! ♪

But later tonight or else tomorow I'll show you my very first: outfit of the day! So stay tuned!

♫ Now I've got to work on music ♫♫, and yes it's death boring, can't concentrate, feeling that I lack at originality and that one thing that makes me go back to study! Where is that thing?! Who helps me to find it back?!

(only 9 days untill I'm 18 years old, mark that!)

xoxo,

Milou

Retrictions

Hi everyone,

Shame on me! I didn't wrote for such a long time!
Anyway, I am writing now, and I just decided that I want to talk to you about; loosing weight and eating patterns. This are two things I'm thinking about very much, or you can better say: I'm obsessed.
Don't worry, I don't have anorexia (at all) and besides; there are a lot of girls who are as obsessed as I am or (unfortunately) worse. But okay, to return to my point: I think that I am partly obsessed with weight and (especially) eating (patterns) because I am a very healthy girl. I can almost hear you think: right, but let me explain what I mean by healthy girl. With 'healthy' I mean free of well known addictions; I don't smoke, I don't drink, I am a vegetarian, and I eat a lot of vegatables, corns, fruit, and less sugar and chemical products. Yes, sounds good, I agree, but the last part, the eating part is very present in my head. What I mean is that I can't stop thinking about what I eat and I can't stop 'wanting to eat'. I have to restrict myself all the day, I want to eat every moment, but I wont allow myself to do that, I allow myself only one (sugar free)cookie or candy a day and not more than 3 meals a day. But I hate it that I can't stop thinking about eating, about healthy as well as unhealthy food. I hate the feeling that I have to restrict myself all the time, not only if it goes about food, I'm not allowing myself plenty other things, Like having fun before all my homework (and I mean: all of it!) is done or talking to nice people, because I thik they have a better time when I'm not arround. You can say I'm very much in control.
I am working on it, trying to leave the control-thing and let myself go. But is very hard to do, it may sound weird, but it is very hard to have senseless pleasure and let my thoughts not interrupt my 'light' state of mind. I have to keep in practise, luckily I got people who are helping and supporting me, it's easier when they're arround.

Lots Of Love Luke