How do you feel today? I feel quite indeterminate, futureless and like I am looking at a misty shower cabin when I am looking at my mind.And those feelings are just the feelings I can see through my dull state of mind.
There are just a few things which keep from falling these times. One of them is searching for inspiration and perfection in other people. An other reason why I don't fall down is that there are a few people who are acting nice to me the kind of way I prefer. These people don't have to know me well, by just being themselves, they cheer me up. Other things can be books, music, when I help other people to solve there problems, movies, series, sport etc. I collect those things in my own little world these times, in my head. You could say; my head is my world. You can't intrude or interrupt me there, my own save place. I guess this sounds weird and if you don't understand you can compare it to a diary or a journal.
This sounds all a bit depressing so I am going to tell you something more sunny and cheerfull, allthough it isn't quite sunny because it's about Vampires... yeah I know what your are thinking right now, and no it is not about Twilight. It is about 'The Vampire Diaries' which is a great serie I told you about in my first blog. It's such lovely, I wait impatiently for the new episode every day! I will post a link the next time I post a blog.
Bye Bye xoxo Luke.
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