Morning issues.

Hi there,

I'm suprised how much my friend Milou can write about several specified subjects. She's got such a lot of passion for so many things and I really admire that quality. It is, next to enviable quality, also a great help and inspirttion to me. It shows a different side of life which I havn't fully explored yet! She makes me totally enthusiastic for fashion (something that just one other person made happen). So I'm really delighted to know her and hope we could be friends for while.
Next to Milou, there are a lot other things on my mind right now. I stiil walk arround with those hollow feelings about my favourite book sequence. I had about 15 books and I just (well, okay, 5 days ogo) finished the 15th (for the second time in my life). Beside this my life-after-school begins to take over my mind. On the one hand I am really nervous, on the other hand I look forward to it. But there's just something, I don't know, something that holds me back and it is not only tension. There is more to it, and I'm trying to figure out what. The only thing I know is that is has something to do with my desire (or you could call it 'wish') to immigrate to England/Scotland/Wales/Ireland or to the Amrica/Canada or to Germany or to Finland/Norway/Sweden. Yes, a lot of crountry's, but the things they have in common are that they all are cold, wet (snowy) and green (or in fact of the bigger ones, like America and Canada,: have several green, cold and snowy areas). Let's just say I like the nord part of this world and I don't have any need to go to the warm south part. I like autumn and winter. I like rain, fog, snow and the cold. I'm a morning person as well, the morning is to me the most beautiful part of the day, which I don't want to miss.
Wow, I actually write a lot, my head is hurting and full of thoughts. I feel like a need a break.
Lots of Love,
Luke.